An Open Letter to Jonny on our 5th Anniversary
Sweet Jonny, Happy 5 year anniversary my love. It seems like just yesterday, I was slipping into that white gown, and feeling all the butterflies as I prepared to see you at the end of the aisle. As I write this letter to you, I am laying on the grass with our son as the wind blows through the trees and brings a soft breeze on my skin. I am happy, for the first time in many years. Happiness that isn't without hardships, we have them. Moreso a happiness that is found despite the difficulties. 5 years ago when I became your wife, I had zero clue who you truly were. I thought I knew, I thought I understood. If I could go back, I would wrap my arms around Kelly Leonard and tell her that even though she thinks she loves you now, she will love you more when she really knows you. Which is odd, everything I did not know hurt me deeply and wounded us. Beyond repair some thought, BUT God knew better. He always does. The Great Healer did a number on my heart, yours too my love. He heale