I think I am going to write a book

I laugh at people who say this, I really do. I mean there are millions of books out there. Who would really read my story?

I'm not sure who will. Maybe no one will. I think I can count on 4 people who would actually read my book.

My husband.
My Father.
My Mother
and
Chelsea.

These people would read my book. They know my story, but not each detail. My husband knows a lot about me, but so much of who I am was molded before I met and married him. My parents, they groomed me for the big bad world, but they will never know how their love & support has shaped my life. Chelsea wrote a book that she would read to us every week at starbuks in our small group in high school. It has since been published and I cried as I read through it. She even made me a character in her book.

The thing is, I have a story to tell. It's a messy one, but it is a beautiful one.
I have a masters degree, it may not be in English, but i think with a few million people to edit my book one day, I could see it on the shelves in Barnes & noble.

We'll see. Maybe it's because it is  Thursday. Thursday's are too close to Friday that I start day-dreaming, a lot.

Maybe in 10 years... who knows!

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